LYRICS

Carpe Diem
Don't Leave Me Today
Judging Blindy
Kill Me On Time
Lion King
Losing Grip
Make My Way
Masquerades
Say Your Grace
Signpost (Get Me Out Of Here)
Take Control
Thanks
Too Short
Trackless
Trivial
Turn It On

Carpe Diem
(by Lesley Vos)

I'll be waiting for another chance to prove myself
And I'm still fighting this unknown sense, commanding whole my mind
This goddamn maze in my head
Oh it makes me feel so bad
I can't do a thing to find the exit

Help me out, I know that I am wrong
But I need to carry on
Cause I am not alone
And everyone, I love
I disappoint each time
It's as if I commit a crime
When I'm slowly passing by

Conversations about how I feel
Are nothing but a mask
Cause inside I'm yelling the shit out of me
This goddamn mess in my head
It makes me feel so bad
I can't do a thing to find the exit

From this day I need to sing another song
And it's time to carry on
To find out what I really want
And everyone, I love
I need to satisfy
I know it's hard, at least I'll try
To stop messing up my life

But one day, one day it's gonna change again
Miserable times always end
Don't give up, you're going to be fine
Carpe diem, that's what they said 2000 years ago
And it's a rule that'll always show
When you're feeling down

Nowadays, I am not lying anymore
And it's life that I adore
Every morning I wake up from this dream
The ups and downs they will approach they're all around
You're not the only one
Accept that and you're going to be fine

Don't Leave Me Today
(by Robin van Loenen)

I found out I'm a piece of shit
When it comes to patience
It don't matter when or where I am
One minute must go faster than
You can count till ten

Don't Leave Me Today
Cause I will give up anyway
Don't wanna sit and wait till christmas day
Cause when I stare at the sand
It's no use to reach my hand
All my life i've wondered
How to deal with it

You might think that I'm insane
What's the reason, who's to blame
For all this mess that I create
Leaving People desperate
Without telling why

Judging Blindy
(by Jorrit van Loenen)

You're always to be there when it comes to others shit
With your cheap comments
Do you really think everybody is like you
Try and use your sense

Wohoho Wohoho Wohohoho

When will you realize things don't always work
The same as with you
Everybody's different and what do you know about me?
Judging blindly is what you do

Kill Me On Time
(by Robin van loenen)

Hope, it's like a helpless thing that lives
It dies off when no one gives
Its daily share, a decent meal
And it feels like you know this
I just need my daily share
I just need to know you care
Did your intentions and my assumptions ever match?

You save me, break me, when you get me down
Trying hard pretending I'm fine
I hate your, need your smile, when you're around
Just try to kill me on time

Hope, it's something that you can't refuse
When it looks like you're gonna lose
You might try harder or just let it go

But it's so hard to choose to
Cut all I wanted with your knife
And throw away you from my life
Did your intentions and my assumptions ever match?

You gotta take away your will
Keep running till your heart stands still
Hiding away cause I'm so
Hard pretending I'm fine

Lion King
(by Robin van Loenen)

Fucked up intimidations
I don't need this shit
You act like a stupid animal
Towards everyone who doesn't fit in

What's wrong with you and your stupid gang
Having fun in fighting
What's wrong with you and your stupid gang
Tryin' to be the lion king

Looking for a confrontation
To show us what you can
You wanna get a hold on me
To let me know you are the man
What I really wanna know is...

Losing Grip
(by Lesley Vos)

She's your girlfriend now for two days long and you're so happy
You can't absolutely miss her
But then the hard news comes cause she goes on holiday
There are you standing all by yourself

The sound of brakes, the train that stops it's time to say goodbye
I can't absolutely miss you
But you've gotta go and I'll be waiting here till you come back
There are you going all by yourself

This situation cuts me like a knife
You wish that you could alter this history
But it's too late for that
You're losing grip and then this shit hurts you more and more
you can's run the show and you staying low
Till this pain disappears

But you know it's not the right way
If you wanna solve your problems try something else

Piano play sounds through the hall and candles burning bright
An emotional day about a man who saw the light
Months of tension brought you to a place you've never been
There are you standing all alone

What is it that makes me acting like I'm feeling nice and well
When I wanna share my feelings cause I feel like hell
I just can't speak the truth at meanwhile
I'm losing control

Make My Way
(by Robin van Loenen)

I hadn't seen you since 3 days ago
And I missed you, so I thought
And I kept telling myself it was all okay
And I would never find a better way

At once, the last thing I expected
Happened though I still wasn't sure about it
Was it me? Was it you? Was it anybody who stole this before my eyes?

It's not that I don't like you anymore
It's not that you did something wrong or you irritate me more
It's just that I have this feeling this can't go on any longer
This can't go further, I hope you'll understand

I hadn't seen you since the day you left
And I missed you, I'm sorry
That I thought I ever could live without you
And never saw you again

It was the most lonely vacation that I've ever had
And still think about it
Was it me? Was it you? Was it anybody who stole this before my eyes?

It's just that I still like you more and more
It's just that I did something wrong to leave and shut the door
It's just that I have this feeling this can't go on any longer
This can't go further, I hope you'll understand

Make my way, through entire holiday
Guess I have to kiss my hapiness goodbye

Masquerades
(by Robin van Loenen)

Today slipped away like I was someone else
When I'd look into the mirror
I'd saw a guy with a mask, glued on without a task
I guess I didn't know what's going on today

Today I escaped from another masquerade
When i almost meant to hurt you
Guess everytime I try to mend my ways
But nothing ever changes through the days When you've got a picture of yourself in mind that's so different from you
Guess you'll never know what you're up to

Today, today I am not listening
Listening to you, today I'm on my own again
From now, I'm sick of masquerades
I'm sick of all these games
Today I'm just myself again

Say Your Grace
(by Robin van Loenen)

Trying to remember every single word you said
Every motion, every mail that you sent
Is the main thing that I do today
Cause I just cant find a way
To figure out whats up with me & you

Remembering last saturday I don't know what is real
What is this between us what I feel?
I heard you have a boyfriend when i thought we're on the brink
Now I'll never know what to think about us

Oh please say your grace
About me
I'll never know if I belong to you
While waiting and hoping I feel our love comes true
Clinging firmly just to you

No I can't erase the scent of giving up on you when
Taking easy ways out once again now
I let go of my dreams in which you star
But I told you that I like you and I wished upon a star about us
That you'd turn to me

Oh please just dont think you're guilty
You cant change how you feel
But expressions in your eyes
Tell me what words cannot disguise
Won't know what I see till you are here with me

Signpost (get me out of here)
(by Robin van Loenen)

Last night I came home from town,
four o'clock I stepped in bed
Now I'm trying to play back
all the beautiful things that we'll never forget

Do you see the contrast to
my daily routine at school?
See the contrast to now?
What am I supposed to do on a day like this?

And as the sun shine burns,
all the children are yelling and singing
And the sunlight hurts,
how could I be more out of place than here and now?

Big plans for this day at first,
but everyone made their own today
I guess I have to spend the day
like boringdom is the safest way
And as the sunshine burns,
my state of mind's a catalyst to my hangover
And the sunlight hurts,
how could I be more out of sense of direction
than here and now?

Please bring me home,
hapiness is waiting
for me but I don't seem to find out where
Please take me home,
to a place where I belong
Signpost, get me out of here

Aiming at the things you want,
disappointment's are always close,
ready to take away
your ambitious plan, your dearest wishes,
your precious goals, your signpost vanishes

Take Control
(by Robin van Loenen)

Thanks
(by Robin van Loenen)

I started this letter
A seven times before
I gave it one last chance
And put it through your door
All I wanna say is

This message may
Come suddenly
But after all these days I need to figure out at ease
Am I home here
Or out of place
Stuck between these thoughts
I'd like to thank you for those days
We spent together

I'm sorry for what happened
Yeah all blame is on me
Cause I didn't even dare to
See your eyes next to me
To tell you the words I couldn't find

Have you ever thought of what you wanted to be?
Is this the picture of you ideally?
Don't you never get enough of being insecure?
Or does the batchroom-mirror tell you more?

Let me tell you this:
I totally feel that I'm guilty
So don't dismiss
Cause I hurted you too much to be
The same again..

I don't consider time as wasted
As long as you had fun
Then you might think so too

Too Short
(by Robin van Loenen)

This song is too short
Not even long enough to describe those misty words
Floating in my mind
Can't get them in sight
Just can't get it all right

Life can be too short
When my thougts go back & forth
Bouncing in my mind
Can't get them in sight
Just can't get it all right

When i should go to sleep right now
You could not wake me up
So much dreams meant to be came-true and
When i figured out what i dreamed of
I can't tell you a single word
And see it fade away from me
And it just don't seems all right

Trackless
(by Robin van Loenen & Lesley Vos)

Trivial
(by Robin van Loenen)

Everyhing's meaningless, trivial, nothing makes sense
cause I'm somewhere else
Don't bother about the little things I used to be annoyed of sometime ago
Don't care about anything than that

The sky is getting brighter
And life seems better than you've ever dreamed of
And just can't imagine that

Everything's boring alone, I don't care I'm here and I don't fear
What's coming next it can't be bad
Knowing you'll be there for me
so go with me now and don't go away

When this is over I must get back to boring life
I lived before so lets spend some hours more

Turn It On
(by Robin van Loenen)

You know the last few weeks I have been thinkin 'bout
Your life and what keeps you awake every day and night
I know that it is not easy to just understand
What you are goin through, but I just can't stand this

The room is getting dark
Your target walks away
Your face is turning pale
With nothing left to say
All things are bad in here
To get out of this room
You need to turn on the light
That's why im writing/singing you this song

Turn it on
To get out of this dark room

You said it will be hard to get rid of your past
And the negative embraces you like an house-arrest
You said you kept bearing those burdens as long as hell
It would be a relief to be free, I can tell, but..